Monday, January 31, 2011

jan is almost over

today i did overtime at work. in order to have a "peaceful" CNY, most of us are staying back in office.
when i reached home, i had my dinner.
Once i entered my room, closed my door and suddenly i was struck with fear. worry even. with it was also excitement. was too overwhelmed by too many emotions that i felt like crying.

January has passed. February is gonna be short. March is the time of change.
Yes, i'm going SOT. Yes, arrangements have been made for work.
A close friend worked full time after her poly graduation, sharing that it's her way of honoring Him for the goodness He's shown. I guess this is my way of honoring Him.
People might not understand, I don't blame them. Eyebrow raising questions will come, may i have the wisdom to handle them all.

I don't know how all these is gonna work out, but i know it will work out. And i know that my family and close friends will be supportive. or at least i pray they will. haha.

yes, i'm scared. who won't. i'm taking quite a big step out of the comfort zone. but i look forward to the things that will be happening.
May that fear quickly go as it conveniently came.

into Your hands, I commit again...
I will be still, know You are God...



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