this emo week

just gonna share a 'short' paragraph about the whole happening last week

well, as most would already know, my close friend experienced a loss.
most of us, when we got the news, we were all shocked. and then it hit some of us that this could happen to anyone of us.
suddenly, we all know we're not prepared for all this.
being a 'thinker', thought alot. i didn't really ask why. but i asked what.
i was asking what does He want me to learn out of this.
Being the eldest, she had to shoulder most of the responsibilities. and her siblings had been really supportive of each other.
each one of them truly a darling. know all of them and their mommy personally.
i can't remember how but it's goes quite some time back.

they have been really strong. lessons learnt (for me).

was at the funeral every night with some of the others. trying to help in little ways we know how so that they could get some rest.
not trying to be really sacrificial. wanted a break from work too.
made a couple of new friends. been some time since i actually made new friends. haha.
all nice little brothers and sisters.

i am a person whom can get quite emotional mainly cuz i'm a thinker. i am a people-person. friends matter. alot. especially when they need company.
a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on. so, maybe some can say, why i'm getting so 'involved', it's just me. haha. hate me? =p

anyways, also went for Mayday's concert with some of the peers.
sadly, i didnt really enjoy it. don't get me wrong.
the show was nice. wasn't about the lightings. wasn't about the fanciful costumes.
really just 5 big boys doing their thing, show-casing their talents and passion.
chinese songs are known to be more emo. so with the passing of the week. it just wasn't enjoyable.
i mean i would be weird to be able to high after being so low rite? but it was a good show nonetheless.
we were there till 12.20am. coolness :)

then rushed to airport to send off my cousin. he was flying back to the states for a couple of months before coming back again to serve the nation.
my uncle kept saying we're a couple. LOL.
well, he holds the height i hope my boyfriend would have. haha :) and he definitely has the charisma. =p

ok. so that's all for this week.

a new week begins tml. and i already know there are loads of work to be done.
so dear Lord grant me the strength, wisdom and peace that i need. Amen.

cheerios